One night, I had a vision. In this vision, there was a city on top of a crocodile which was doing a hand stand on top of a rock. This image portrayed the fragileness of life in the city. A single earthquake can strike at anytime like how a crocodile could snap open its mouth to attack its prey and completely destroy it at an instance. A city could easily become imbalanced and over turned at a split moment. Lives could be so easily destroyed, while rebuilding takes so much time and effort. In our lives, we should cherish every moment on the things that really matters, on the things that will last forever. We will never have enough time because we are merely a vapor in the wind.

When I first started seeing visions, I got overdosed in seeing visions and dreams. It was a lot of good stuff. But too much of it made me overdose from it. It’s good to see visions from heaven, but it’s also important to keep a clear and focused mind when it is needed. Seeing too much visions can be dangerous at the wrong times. Here’s a story I’ll share that’s connected with this drawing:

The first time I saw a for realz Jesus healing miracles was in in December 2007. I was at San Diego Mall with my spiritual father/big brother/friend, Jaeson Ma, for my first experience. We went to the mall to eat tacos and burritos and before we said grace for our food. When we prayed, I saw a vision of an African American mid-aged women, wearing white heals, while holding a child. I described the picture I saw to Jaeson and he said, “wow, I saw something very similar. I saw an African American mid-aged women, wearing a purple long sleeve, while holding hands with a child.”

After I finished my taco and he finished his burrito, a mid-aged African American women wearing purple long sleeve sat down right next to our table. Jaeson said, “there she is, we found her.” I got really excited and wanted to see if she was wearing a pair of white heals. I stood up and looked, but she wasn’t wearing white heals. Jaeson said, “I think God wants to purely heal her and her child.”

We approached her and told her that we saw a vision of her and asked if she had a child that needs healing prayer. She said yes, she had a 16 year old son who had type-2 diabetes. We asked if we can pray for her on the spot and she agreed. We sat down and prayed for her son. After praying for her son, we asked if she had any part of her body that needs healing prayer. She showed us her hand and she had arthritis so she can’t open up her handeven to hold an object like an apple. We asked if we can pray for her hand and she believed that Jesus can heal her. We prayed for her and asked her how it feels now. She looks at her hand and opens it up completely wide! She was in shock, her eyes became really big like this: O_O

I was even more shocked because it was my first time witnessing an instant miracle. I drove to LA to take Jaeson back home. While driving I was still in LA LA Land because I encountered God’s healing power for the first time. As I was driving, I almost hit a couple while they were crossing the cross walk. It was my bad. Jaeson rebuked me yelling, “HOWIE WAKE UP! YOU CAN’T BE SO HEAVILY MINDED THAT YOU’RE NO EARTHLY GOOD. YOU GOTTA BE SUPERNATURALLY NATURAL.” I woke up and everything was fine thank God.

After that incident, I lived supernaturally natural. My tolerance of witnessing power encounters became a natural lifestyle, witnessing hundreds of miracles until I lost count, yet at the same time still in awe of God’s presences every time. There was a point in life when I was shocked if the person wasn’t heal instantly. But Holy Spirit has been showing many things of the way he work through me.

Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.” Matthew 9:35-37

Jesus performed miracles not only to prove his divinity or to convert the people around him. He did it out of love to show his disciples, including us today, how lovely a miracle is done, so that we may do the same unto those who need.

All Christians have the authority to heal the sick, cast out demons, and raise the dead whether they know it or not. But what if other people who aren’t Christians are also healing the sick, casting out demons, and raising the dead? Aren’t their fruits the same? Doesn’t the Bible say…”By their fruits, you will know”? Isn’t healing someone who is sick a good thing?

Yes, by their fruits you will know, but you also got to look at its roots, what is underneath. Not all healing channels are from the Holy Spirit. Any supernatural healing and miracles outside of Jesus name and power taps into the demonic realm for supernatural power and energy.

This drawing shows that not all roots that go down deep are truly going deep into the right path. Anything outside of Christ will not lead into life. Get your roots planted deep by the River of Life.

I once had a bunny named Butchie. He was big, white, a bit of brown, and very cute. He also had beautiful blue lavender colored eyes. In the morning, I would to say hi to him. I would greet him saying, “YO Butchie San!” In Japanese, “San” is equivalent to what English uses “Mister”. When I was 3 or 4 years old when I used to live in Japan, my mom taught me a song about Mt. Fuji. People of Japan called Mt. Fuji, “Yama Fuji San”. One morning when I call “YO Butchie!” , it reminded me of the song my mom and I used to sing when she used to bathe me. After I remembered the song, I started to greet my bunny by “YO Yama Buchi San!”

Revelations 1:12~16

12I turned around to see the voice that was speaking to me. And when I turned I saw seven golden lampstands, 13and among the lampstands was someone “like a son of man,” dressed in a robe reaching down to his feet and with a golden sash around his chest. 14His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. 15His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. 16In his right hand he held seven stars, and out of his mouth came a sharp double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance.

A family is composed of many different types of characters. Not one family member is the same. They can be very similar, but everyone is definitely different. Some members are long, some are very big. Some are very round and spiky, while some are very dotty. Although some float around and may appear to be similar, they are different because one can be spontaneous and another can be cute and bright.

We’re just a batch of missed matched characters trying to find a place called home. We just want to be loved without any strings attached, because a healthy relationship should not have selfish motives, but it is selfless. It doesn’t matter if we are thin or wide, tall or short, up or down, far or near, rich or poor, young or old, and loud, medium, or soft. A family is a family and that’s what it is. I emphasize this: it definitely doesn’t matter if we are completely broken or partially healed.

Family is where the heart is, the most important thing about a family is that you got each other to enjoy each other. At the end of the day, family is all you got to come home to.

I have the ability to regenerate:

limbs
eyes
spinal cords
hearts
intestines
and upper/lower jaws.

FIRE!!! C’MON!!!!! Shababalaka~!!!

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Common Name: Axolotl
Scientific Name: Ambystoma Mexicanum
Mythological Background Story: Numerous legends have developed around the salamander over the centuries, many related to fire. This connection likely originates from the tendency of many salamanders to dwell inside rotting logs. When placed into a fire, the salamander would attempt to escape from the log, lending to the belief that salamanders were created from flames – a belief that gave the creature its name.

“I know what I’m talking about, but I don’t.”
“Life is confusing and I understand why.”
“The world is very simple, but it’s complicated.”
“I feel bittersweet.”
“I like waking up in the morning, but I like sleeping in.”
“I love the entertainment industry, but I hate it.”
“I am young, yet I am old.”
“I am here, but my mind is there.”
“We are weak, but we are strong.”
“Passive Aggressive.”
“I am happy, but sad.”
“I’m in the best stage of my life, but I want better.”
“Lion and Lamb.”
“Love Hate relationship.”
“In the world, but not of the world.”
“Perfect but not perfect.”
” To be balanced and imbalanced at the same time.”
“I’m lost but I feel like that I know where I’m at.”
“I want to be strong, but I might need to suffer first. I don’t want to suffer.”
“1000 miles away is where I want to be, but I don’t want to move.”
“I know many people, but I have no one.”
“Love is all I need, but I want more.”
“Liking to dislike.”
“I don’t like killing animals, but I love eating them.”
“Life and death.”
“Wasting time is not a waste.”
“There’s meaning in everything, but everything is meaningless.”
“Beginning and the End.”
“A holy war.”
“Killing in the act of self defense is justified.”
“We live in a beautiful world.”
“Freedom needs boundaries.”
“Blessed are the poor in spirit.”
“Being radical and practical.”
“I want to travel the world, but I just want to stay home.”
“I have many identities, but I am one person.”
“Absolute Truth and relative truth co-exists.”
“Looking alive on the outside, but dead in the inside.”
“The answer is ‘yes’ and ‘no’.”
“Go, but wait.”
“I love to be alone, but I hate it.”
“To die is to gain.”
“Do the impossible.”
“See the invisible.”
“Robin Hood is a hero, but to the rich, he’s the villain.”
“Jack is the hero for killing the giant, but no one called him a murderer.”
“King David killing Goliath made him a hero. King David killing Bathsheba’s husband made him a murderer.”
“My artwork is not black and white, it’s full of color.”

Sometimes we look so far ahead into the future or plan so detailed to consider what’s up far ahead that we forget to look at the things which are right in front of us. We are so obsessed with predicting the next move of the world that we become like a robot going on a rampage. We’re so enticed by the next big trend, next cutting-edge technology, next star to be born, next fortune company to invest, the next child prodigy, the next big money maker. We’re so captivated by these things that we forget so enjoy the simple things in life like.. flowers.. toys.. clouds.. seashells.. feathers.. and bread. If we continue to obsessively indulge our mind on the things far away, we’ll eventually crush all the enjoyable things that are nearby right in front of us. The future can never be caught, it’ll never let you catch it. We’ll crush everything that are truly enjoyable and have nothing left but fragments and brokenness.