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City

city

One night, I had a vision. In this vision, there was a city on top of a crocodile which was doing a hand stand on top of a rock. This image portrayed the fragileness of life in the city. A single earthquake can strike at anytime like how a crocodile could snap open its mouth to attack its prey and completely destroy it at an instance. A city could easily become imbalanced and over turned at a split moment. Lives could be so easily destroyed, while rebuilding takes so much time and effort. In our lives, we should cherish every moment on the things that really matters, on the things that will last forever. We will never have enough time because we are merely a vapor in the wind.

Overdose

overdose

When I first started seeing visions, I got overdosed in seeing visions and dreams. It was a lot of good stuff. But too much of it made me overdose from it. It’s good to see visions from heaven, but it’s also important to keep a clear and focused mind when it is needed. Seeing too much visions can be dangerous at the wrong times. Here’s a story I’ll share that’s connected with this drawing:

The first time I saw a for realz Jesus healing miracles was in in December 2007. I was at San Diego Mall with my spiritual father/big brother/friend, Jaeson Ma, for my first experience. We went to the mall to eat tacos and burritos and before we said grace for our food. When we prayed, I saw a vision of an African American mid-aged women, wearing white heals, while holding a child. I described the picture I saw to Jaeson and he said, “wow, I saw something very similar. I saw an African American mid-aged women, wearing a purple long sleeve, while holding hands with a child.”

After I finished my taco and he finished his burrito, a mid-aged African American women wearing purple long sleeve sat down right next to our table. Jaeson said, “there she is, we found her.” I got really excited and wanted to see if she was wearing a pair of white heals. I stood up and looked, but she wasn’t wearing white heals. Jaeson said, “I think God wants to purely heal her and her child.”

We approached her and told her that we saw a vision of her and asked if she had a child that needs healing prayer. She said yes, she had a 16 year old son who had type-2 diabetes. We asked if we can pray for her on the spot and she agreed. We sat down and prayed for her son. After praying for her son, we asked if she had any part of her body that needs healing prayer. She showed us her hand and she had arthritis so she can’t open up her handeven to hold an object like an apple. We asked if we can pray for her hand and she believed that Jesus can heal her. We prayed for her and asked her how it feels now. She looks at her hand and opens it up completely wide! She was in shock, her eyes became really big like this: O_O

I was even more shocked because it was my first time witnessing an instant miracle. I drove to LA to take Jaeson back home. While driving I was still in LA LA Land because I encountered God’s healing power for the first time. As I was driving, I almost hit a couple while they were crossing the cross walk. It was my bad. Jaeson rebuked me yelling, “HOWIE WAKE UP! YOU CAN’T BE SO HEAVILY MINDED THAT YOU’RE NO EARTHLY GOOD. YOU GOTTA BE SUPERNATURALLY NATURAL.” I woke up and everything was fine thank God.

After that incident, I lived supernaturally natural. My tolerance of witnessing power encounters became a natural lifestyle, witnessing hundreds of miracles until I lost count, yet at the same time still in awe of God’s presences every time. There was a point in life when I was shocked if the person wasn’t heal instantly. But Holy Spirit has been showing many things of the way he work through me.

Harvest

harvest

Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.” Matthew 9:35-37

Jesus performed miracles not only to prove his divinity or to convert the people around him. He did it out of love to show his disciples, including us today, how lovely a miracle is done, so that we may do the same unto those who need.

Root

root

All Christians have the authority to heal the sick, cast out demons, and raise the dead whether they know it or not. But what if other people who aren’t Christians are also healing the sick, casting out demons, and raising the dead? Aren’t their fruits the same? Doesn’t the Bible say…”By their fruits, you will know”? Isn’t healing someone who is sick a good thing?

Yes, by their fruits you will know, but you also got to look at its roots, what is underneath. Not all healing channels are from the Holy Spirit. Any supernatural healing and miracles outside of Jesus name and power taps into the demonic realm for supernatural power and energy.

This drawing shows that not all roots that go down deep are truly going deep into the right path. Anything outside of Christ will not lead into life. Get your roots planted deep by the River of Life.

Bunny

bunny

I once had a bunny named Butchie. He was big, white, a bit of brown, and very cute. He also had beautiful blue lavender colored eyes. In the morning, I would to say hi to him. I would greet him saying, “YO Butchie San!” In Japanese, “San” is equivalent to what English uses “Mister”. When I was 3 or 4 years old when I used to live in Japan, my mom taught me a song about Mt. Fuji. People of Japan called Mt. Fuji, “Yama Fuji San”. One morning when I call “YO Butchie!” , it reminded me of the song my mom and I used to sing when she used to bathe me. After I remembered the song, I started to greet my bunny by “YO Yama Buchi San!”

Yeshu

jesus

Revelations 1:12~16

12I turned around to see the voice that was speaking to me. And when I turned I saw seven golden lampstands, 13and among the lampstands was someone “like a son of man,” dressed in a robe reaching down to his feet and with a golden sash around his chest. 14His head and hair were white like wool, as white as snow, and his eyes were like blazing fire. 15His feet were like bronze glowing in a furnace, and his voice was like the sound of rushing waters. 16In his right hand he held seven stars, and out of his mouth came a sharp double-edged sword. His face was like the sun shining in all its brilliance.

Family

family

A family is composed of many different types of characters. Not one family member is the same. They can be very similar, but everyone is definitely different. Some members are long, some are very big. Some are very round and spiky, while some are very dotty. Although some float around and may appear to be similar, they are different because one can be spontaneous and another can be cute and bright.

We’re just a batch of missed matched characters trying to find a place called home. We just want to be loved without any strings attached, because a healthy relationship should not have selfish motives, but it is selfless. It doesn’t matter if we are thin or wide, tall or short, up or down, far or near, rich or poor, young or old, and loud, medium, or soft. A family is a family and that’s what it is. I emphasize this: it definitely doesn’t matter if we are completely broken or partially healed.

Family is where the heart is, the most important thing about a family is that you got each other to enjoy each other. At the end of the day, family is all you got to come home to.

Axolotl

axolotl
I look very plain and simple, but I am on fire!

I have the ability to regenerate:

limbs
eyes
spinal cords
hearts
intestines
and upper/lower jaws.

FIRE!!! C’MON!!!!! Shababalaka~!!!

Common Name: Axolotl
Scientific Name: Ambystoma Mexicanum
Mythological Background Story: Numerous legends have developed around the salamander over the centuries, many related to fire. This connection likely originates from the tendency of many salamanders to dwell inside rotting logs. When placed into a fire, the salamander would attempt to escape from the log, lending to the belief that salamanders were created from flames – a belief that gave the creature its name.

Duality

duality

“I know what I’m talking about, but I don’t.”
“Life is confusing and I understand why.”
“The world is very simple, but it’s complicated.”
“I feel bittersweet.”
“I like waking up in the morning, but I like sleeping in.”
“I love the entertainment industry, but I hate it.”
“I am young, yet I am old.”
“I am here, but my mind is there.”
“We are weak, but we are strong.”
“Passive Aggressive.”
“I am happy, but sad.”
“I’m in the best stage of my life, but I want better.”
“Lion and Lamb.”
“Love Hate relationship.”
“In the world, but not of the world.”
“Perfect but not perfect.”
” To be balanced and imbalanced at the same time.”
“I’m lost but I feel like that I know where I’m at.”
“I want to be strong, but I might need to suffer first. I don’t want to suffer.”
“1000 miles away is where I want to be, but I don’t want to move.”
“I know many people, but I have no one.”
“Love is all I need, but I want more.”
“Liking to dislike.”
“I don’t like killing animals, but I love eating them.”
“Life and death.”
“Wasting time is not a waste.”
“There’s meaning in everything, but everything is meaningless.”
“Beginning and the End.”
“A holy war.”
“Killing in the act of self defense is justified.”
“We live in a beautiful world.”
“Freedom needs boundaries.”
“Blessed are the poor in spirit.”
“Being radical and practical.”
“I want to travel the world, but I just want to stay home.”
“I have many identities, but I am one person.”
“Absolute Truth and relative truth co-exists.”
“Looking alive on the outside, but dead in the inside.”
“The answer is ‘yes’ and ‘no’.”
“Go, but wait.”
“I love to be alone, but I hate it.”
“To die is to gain.”
“Do the impossible.”
“See the invisible.”
“Robin Hood is a hero, but to the rich, he’s the villain.”
“Jack is the hero for killing the giant, but no one called him a murderer.”
“King David killing Goliath made him a hero. King David killing Bathsheba’s husband made him a murderer.”
“My artwork is not black and white, it’s full of color.”

Farsight

farsight

Sometimes we look so far ahead into the future or plan so detailed to consider what’s up far ahead that we forget to look at the things which are right in front of us. We are so obsessed with predicting the next move of the world that we become like a robot going on a rampage. We’re so enticed by the next big trend, next cutting-edge technology, next star to be born, next fortune company to invest, the next child prodigy, the next big money maker. We’re so captivated by these things that we forget so enjoy the simple things in life like.. flowers.. toys.. clouds.. seashells.. feathers.. and bread. If we continue to obsessively indulge our mind on the things far away, we’ll eventually crush all the enjoyable things that are nearby right in front of us. The future can never be caught, it’ll never let you catch it. We’ll crush everything that are truly enjoyable and have nothing left but fragments and brokenness.

Chase

chase

There’s something fascinating about chasing something from afar. It’s the imaginary intimacy that is fantasized in our minds to fill up the God-sized vacuum of our soul. I want to let you know that it is not right, it is not fair, and that it is not healthy to project a fairy tale character we created in our minds on to a real human being even if reality and fairy tale may not be so different. One of the keys to life is to understand and empathize with people to the core. The past does not define them, the  current status quo does not define them, neither do the great prophesies and callings define people. We know people to the core by grace and effort. Yes, we are called to a destiny that is bigger than our own. But the counterpart that God has prepared for us does not always have to sound like a fairy tale. If it is a fairy tale story, the purpose isn’t so that the entire world may know your amazing fairy tale story. You can’t slap on the phrase “All glory goes to God” and make it God’s glory. That would be your own glory pretending to say that it’s God’s glory. I also want to let you know that you don’t have to chase from afar, just shut your self justification, and take courage and take a good look at the things close to home.

The voices of truth tells a different story.
The voices of truth says, “Do not be afraid”.
So, take courage. Take courage.

Why do you always want to chase things that are far away? I know that it brings comfort knowing that there’s someone out there for you. I know that the knowing itself brings comfort. But do not depend on it. If you create a fantasy character and project it onto them, you won’t be able to truly get to know them. Wouldn’t that be so depressing? I don’t want you to live that way. I want you to live by truly committing and truly developing true relationship and that will take time. You don’t always need to be on the move. You do, but you really don’t. I really hope that you find a home base. Keep waiting because one day, you will find that person.

Just wait.
Just wait.

One day you’ll meet the person, the beautiful silhouette person by the window who you saw in your dreams that told you,

“Thank you for waiting for me.”

You will meet that person and that person will be with you forever. You don’t even have to know when it’ll happen, because in God’s time it has already happened. Take a closer look at home because home is where the heart is how ever big your home is. There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just waiting for a person with the same size heart to match your own.

Tree in a Pot

tree pot

A little tree in a pot saw a big tree and asked the older tree if one day he’ll ever grow as big as him. The big tree replied to the little tree,

“Yes. Once you are planted into the ground like me you will slowly grow as big as me!”

“Yay!” squeaks the little tree.

The little tree was very happy and excited to know that one day when he’s taken out of his little pot he will be planted and will become just as big as the older tree. The reason why the little tree is still in a pot is because the gardener is waiting for the right season and the exact place to plant his precious tree in his garden. It does not mean that the tree is worthless, it just means that the little tree is worth a lot to the gardener so it is being well protected. When the time is right, the little tree will be taken out of its pot and will be carefully planted into the earth. The newly planted tree will also go through many seasons of fruitfulness and barrenness, but the gardener will enjoy eating his sweet delicious fruit.

Whale

whale

I am a whale
And I cannot fly.

I am big.
I do not have wings.
I am not meant to fly.

None in the past has ever flown.
None in the  future will ever fly.

There is no hope.
It is impossible.

But I still dream and wish, that one day I can fly.
What a glorious day it would be, when one day I fly.

Even though I cannot fly, I still love myself .
Because there are things in this world that only I can experience.

None other than me because
I am a whale.

Jonah

jonah

Back in 2008, Albert Jin had to make a tough decision of either going to Japan or China for his summer mission trip. In my heart, Jesus told me to tell him to flip a coin. He thought that it was absurd, but realized that there is no harm and that it’s actually pretty interesting. We gathered 4 of his roomates: Brandon, Theo, Daniel, and Wilson and told them the plan of how we will find out where Albert will go for his next mission trip. Albert actually wanted to go to China because he thought that being able to speak Chinese would an great asset for the team. On the contrary, Chinese wouldn’t be as a valuable asset if he went to Japan so He assumed, but God’s ways are far beyond our ways. The Bible verse that popped into my mind was from Act 1 when the original disciples had to choose a replacement for Judas. We read the story and we decided that it was time to flip the coin. All six of us held hands together and prayed that God would bless it and reveal his thoughts for Albert.

After we prayed, we decided that if majority of the toss is TAILS Albert would go to Japan and HEADS would be for China. I told Albert that I feel God telling me that he’s supposed to go to Japan. Albert was like… “No way! It’s going to be China!” I told him… “We’ll see.” So we flipped our coins one by one.

Brandon flips TAILS… Albert was like… “-_-”
Theo flips TAILS..
Daniel flips TAILS!
Wilson flips TAILS!!! (by this time we were freaking out!)
Albert flips TAILS!!!!!
and finally I flip TAILS!!!!!!!! (by this time it was obvious lol)

We were so tripped out!!! The UCI students busted out a calculator and the calculated the percentage of getting 6 consecutive TAILS was 1.5625%. We tried to duplicate 6 consecutive TAILS again but it didn’t happen. In the end, it was obvious that Albert was supposed to go to Japan for the summer. Even though Albert knew where God was thinking, a part of Albert still wanted to go to China. I told him it’s human nature to rebel against God. The story of Jonah came up and I told him to not be like Jonah. You’ll be blessed everywhere you go, but there’s definitely a best choice.

Albert became close friends with two people on the mission trip that completely changed his life. Soon after the mission trip, Albert got filled with the Holy Spirit and received many gifts from God through these two people.

Warnings

warnings

I woke up one night after having two very realistic dreams. I felt really empty and my chest felt like that two holes were drilled out of my heart. I woke up feeling a physical pain in my heart and in my spirit I saw a moon shaped figure with two holes. And above the moon shaped figure, there were two circular pieces that floated away. The two pieces that floated away were the two dreams I had before I woke up. The first dream I had was 1.) I held a girl from the back and kissed her, she told me that she liked it, but it’s not the right time. The second dream I had was when 2.) I told her “I love you”, she told me that she liked hearing it, but it’s not the right time. The dreams were really intense because I thought that it was real. I woke up really feeling empty because I knew what it meant. I woke up also feeling really angry because I didn’t want these dream because I knew what God was trying to tell me. It was a warning that this person isn’t the one (i was like “dammit!” at that time). God told me that I cannot touch her nor can I entice her with words.. It totally frustrated me because I already had planned to make my visitation. I still was allowed to make my visitation and in the end, it went really well because many thing were confirmed. It was so it was awesome.

Jesus FO SHO! had other plans for me because “His ways are always better than all my ways”.

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