Warnings

I woke up one night after having two very realistic dreams. I felt really empty and my chest felt like that two holes were drilled out of my heart. I woke up feeling a physical pain in my heart and in my spirit I saw a moon shaped figure with two holes. And above the moon shaped figure, there were two circular pieces that floated away. The two pieces that floated away were the two dreams I had before I woke up. The first dream I had was 1.) I held a girl from the back and kissed her, she told me that she liked it, but it’s not the right time. The second dream I had was when 2.) I told her “I love you”, she told me that she liked hearing it, but it’s not the right time. The dreams were really intense because I thought that it was real. I woke up really feeling empty because I knew what it meant. I woke up also feeling really angry because I didn’t want these dream because I knew what God was trying to tell me. It was a warning that this person isn’t the one (i was like “dammit!” at that time). God told me that I cannot touch her nor can I entice her with words.. It totally frustrated me because I already had planned to make my visitation. I still was allowed to make my visitation and in the end, it went really well because many thing were confirmed. It was so it was awesome.

Jesus FO SHO! had other plans for me because “His ways are always better than all my ways”.