Monthly Archives: October 2009

A little tree in a pot saw a big tree and asked the older tree if one day he’ll ever grow as big as him. The big tree replied to the little tree,

“Yes. Once you are planted into the ground like me you will slowly grow as big as me!”

“Yay!” squeaks the little tree.

The little tree was very happy and excited to know that one day when he’s taken out of his little pot he will be planted and will become just as big as the older tree. The reason why the little tree is still in a pot is because the gardener is waiting for the right season and the exact place to plant his precious tree in his garden.… Read the rest

voice by: Tim Yen
[audio http://koikun.com/howieju/audio/whale.mp3|initialvolume=90]

I am a whale
And I cannot fly.

I am big.
I do not have wings.
I am not meant to fly.

None in the past has ever flown.
None in the  future will ever fly.

There is no hope.
It is impossible.

But I still dream and wish, that one day I can fly.
What a glorious day it would be, when one day I fly.

Even though I cannot fly, I still love myself .
Because there are things in this world that only I can experience.

None other than me because
I am a whale.… Read the rest

Back in 2008, Albert Jin had to make a tough decision of either going to Japan or China for his summer mission trip. In my heart, Jesus told me to tell him to flip a coin. He thought that it was absurd, but realized that there is no harm and that it’s actually pretty interesting. We gathered 4 of his roomates: Brandon, Theo, Daniel, and Wilson and told them the plan of how we will find out where Albert will go for his next mission trip. Albert actually wanted to go to China because he thought that being able to speak Chinese would an great asset for the team.… Read the rest

I woke up one night after having two very realistic dreams. I felt really empty and my chest felt like that two holes were drilled out of my heart. I woke up feeling a physical pain in my heart and in my spirit I saw a moon shaped figure with two holes. And above the moon shaped figure, there were two circular pieces that floated away. The two pieces that floated away were the two dreams I had before I woke up. The first dream I had was 1.) I held a girl from the back and kissed her, she told me that she liked it, but it’s not the right time.… Read the rest

Her name is Princess Hmm. When I found out that she was a real princess, I felt like that I was not worthy, just like when Aladdin found out that Jasmine was a princess. He felt like a fool, but he got over it eventually. Although she wasn’t the stereotypical princess from an old Disney film, she was still very lovely and beautiful. Her aura was glittered with sparkles and her charm was her compassionate simple smile that deeply understood everyone. I saw that she’s not the stereotypical princess because of her great clumsiness x_o! She’ll trip over a crack on a sidewalk, run into a flag pole, bruise her forehead, fall on the grass, and eat a flower in the process.… Read the rest

voice by: Howie
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Once upon a time, I saw a vision of a big castle. The sky was blue and the clouds were shaped like sheep with wool. The castle had many tall towers but only one entrance. When the door opened, a crimson red carpet rolled out and a girl I recognized elegantly slowly walked out of the castle door. She was in a fairytale princess dress and was very pink and elegant. When the vision was over, I later realized that all was more real than just a dream.… Read the rest

voice by: Howie
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Back in the last seasons of college, I got an image of tetris blocks at my house of prayer meeting in my spirit. I saw various tetris blocks fall down. I prayed and described the image to the others. I didn’t know what it meant, but as soon as I asked God what it was He told me the interpretation. Here’s the translation:

“There are different type blocks in the game of tetris. Some blocks are less liked than others. We all like the long stick because that can give us instant boost of points, whereas the “S” and “Z” shaped blocks can be a pain sometimes and not as satisfying.… Read the rest

My best friend’s name is Tim and this is an abstract art of our relationship. We’ve been best friends since we were 5 years old and we have had many common interests since we were young. Some of our common childhood interests were gathering a lot of snails into one spot from the back of church and crushing it by stomping on it. In junior high, we were obsessed with collecting Dragonball cards. We both had an organized folder of cards and we would trade every time we saw each other. In high school, we played in the same worship band so music was what brought us together.… Read the rest